How come holidays went by so fast? It was only yesterday that the holidays begun. SO time to reflect I suppose:
- Some loser came rearing his ugly head in again. Reject. And now I think I still have feelings for him again. Just little feelings. Nothing important. And I told myself I go for "personality" now. And then something happened.

- Another someone appeared. Someone who was caring when other loser wasn't, someone with charm, charisma, and liked my eccentric, weird personality. I'll call him SUBMAN for the time being. And now it's gone further than I wanted it too. And it's gone too far for me to stop it. I'm sorry. But it can't go any further, and I'll never be able to tell you that because of my inability to say no.

- I started tutoring which was possibly the most tiring experience ever. Take last Saturday for instance. I know others go through it, but it was a first for me. I woke up early for the morning class, and then endured 1.5 hours of it, which was okay. But then I realised I had to come back at 2.15pm to endure TWO ENTIRE HOURS of more tutoring. And it was very hard, my tutor feels sorry for me. He pities me. And I bet he regrets saying that I was bright last week. SO I suppose I ain't bright anymore. That meant I missed out of my arvo nap which I so desperately need to have.

I really don't want holidays to end. Because once they end, Year 11 starts and I'm not ready for that. I'm not ready to start waking up at 7am, and packing my own healthy lunch again. I saw this awesome recipe in Sunday Life, and if any of my school buds wants to eat some sandwich sushi I will be happy to make it for ya as long as you make me something healthy once in a while!!
I been happy with these holidays. it's given me a lot of time to reflect on the year, and with Tet fast approaching I get another chance to reflect back on 2005.
I wish I was just a lil kid again so that I wouldn't have to endure the painful tutoring process.
Love you all. 
Postscript: Welcome back WENDIIIEE!! I'm coming over on Thursday/Friday, so if any of the crew wants to come along, just come and crash! I'll bring my prized stash.