If by any chance, you have read my previous entry which has now vanished into oblivion, then forget it. Forget everything that I've pleaded etc.
I'm not going to deal with this anymore. It's just one vicious cycle. So please, I'll plead with you now. Just STOP. Stop whatever you think you're doing. And realise that I don't want to play these silly games with you anymore.  
You came back and totally turned me upside down. And now it's my turn. Just please don't. Perhaps one day I can look back on this event, because although I'm assuming, it's a pretty cowardly thing to do.It is pretty damn pathetic. Those desperate measures? All for one reason, and don't tell me it's because you "loved' me so much.
So there you go. My resounding last words for you.
Sincerely,
Jennifer.