LOVED Kicking & Screaming. It was
hilarious. J'adore Will Ferrell now. Red Eye sucked. I didn't even understand all of it. But SIGH, the psycho in it was gorgeous, even though he's the psycho and all with the piercing blue eyes.
Man, his body was so.. chiselled. Everything came flying back. It's been a while since we done that. I don't know why I'm so hesitant. If this had been last year, I would have been leaping for this chance. I guess I want to take "precautions" because I've gotten burned before. I don't want this to turn out like *** and I, because that was screwed and messed up. I'm just not a people person, a go getter etc. I couldn't help it if I can't talk on the phone every day because I want to go to sleep, and I can't help it if I look hoboish. I still can't get over that.
This is so messed up. I'm just so LAZY, and I CBB with anything regarding relationships. I take it back, I'm not the sensitive one. I guess it's because I don't know you all that well? I'm sure if you took the time to get to know me, you probably would change your mind about your feelings for me? I think the main reason is because I'm still not sure if you're bad or not and if you're really telling me your genuine feelings or if you have an ulterior motive. Actually, I think I'm reading too much into this. Let me phrase it differently..
"I enjoy your company, and you have a great smile and I would like to get to know you a little bit more" > SIMPLE ENOUGH FOR YA!
Went church Y'day, had to look after the kids. SIGH, I don't remember being anything like that when I was younger. I was innocent, and didn't have a killer set of lungs. i didn't like screaming because "it hurt my throat". Man, being in that room was painful. And they say MP3 players ruin your ears? I was ready to throw in the towel. But still, at the end of the day, they're adorable and can be abusive in a cute way. I'm 16, can I get away with that? No, being abusive would get be classified as "aggressive" and "emotionally challenged". Everytime I looked into Vicki's yummo eyes, I was ready to blubber like an idiot. I'm emotionally challenged. And physically challenged. I'm nursing my 10000 bruises. Ouch. i gotta learn how to dodge. And I bruise easily, I gotta do something about that too. Like shin pads or something.
I realised that I have nobody online to talk to except for WenDIE, except she has D&M's with everyone, deep and emotional girl. I'm so lonely. It's all your fault
Kimb for pointing it out! Like I
LOVE it when we have D&M chats, but really, do you have to ruin the moment by pointing out my errors on the page and slightly hinting that I might need White Out?
HONESTLY! Your blog entry about me hurt my feelings. I was going to retaliate sooner HOWEVER, i realised I needed to fathom my thoughts and then go about it in a positive way. (Take the hint Kimb!)
As for Vivian, your whole holy act was such a sham. So much for being all "cleansed" and "pure" on Friday, you totally ruined it on the weekend by committing one of the DEADLY SINS. You MURDERED your poor guinea pig! I could almost see the halo on Friday, but now, I'm not sure about you at all... I hope you flushed your guinea pig down the toilet. Isn't it good luck or something?
Watched an emotional film in P.E. today. But I guess shock tactics are the only thing that gets through to people. The 60 Minutes one we watched was more emotional though. I don't want to take the risk of drink driving, it's a burden that I don't want to carry if it happened. WenDIE and I got a deal, if we ever get in that position where we have to make a choice, the sober one slaps the drunk one unconscious and then we won't have to suffer the consequences. Life is so precious, does it take a life to be taken before people start to hesitate?
Jennifer's a castle on a hill:
Elevated, fortified, and fair.
No woman more attractive or forbidding,
No garden more serene within its walls.
In Jennifer, no lust insatiate calls;
For her, all is perfection, though unwitting;
Each footstep has a reason to be there,
Revealing one bright spirit, vast and still. OH TOUCHé! This describes me perfectly.